Does he like me or not?!?

ok so my friend is a boy and he is friends wid my cousin that lives beside of me and he will spend the night wid my cousin and we all will hang out and I like my friend but he hits me well picks or whatever and it hurts and sumtimes leaves bruses and we play truth or dare and once we played truth or dare and it turned into dare dare where we did sorta sexual things like sex positions and he would like have to dry hump me and we had to do a few 69's through our clothes and I didn't rlly wanna do that and he pushed me on the floor and then the next time was a few weeks ago we played it again and well he ended up fingering me and I kinda feel like a whore bc he wasn't my bf and I've never had a bf but while he was doin it he was holding me close to him and idk anyway do u think he likes me an I've emo I'm very shy and insecure about my body bc I'm kinda big but not huge but I hide my body and I think he just hits me and tells me I'm ft and ugly so I woont think that he likes me but what do y'all think?!?!